So I've been up since 6pm, because walmart fucked me over with my shift. That's my usual workweek, 10pm to 7pm, and then they demand direct deposit, which takes out like, 15% of my money each paycheck and puts it in some kind of savings acount that I can't access. Also, I end up giving my money back to walmart.

Did you ever notice how, in a capitolist system, you have to pay for food and water? Pay out, or die. That's all that matters to these fatcats. Maybe what I'm about to say is unamerican, but it needs to be said. Capitolism sucks. I'm hungry. I'm tired. I want to move out of this house and get a lif of my own, but I can't.

My mind is swinning in a sea of emotions, most of which I won't ever say to anyone else, but my hands want to draw a blank.

i still miss you jenna